He sighs through his nose, allowing himself to relax a little. Her touches bring him back to himself, creating room in his brain to think and exist without being crowded by terrible thoughts. The static clears, because here with her, he doesn't want to disappear into the folds of his consciousness to escape his feelings. He wants to experience her, with all the hardship and complexity that involves. He brings his feet up onto the bed, then slides his hand onto her stomach below the sling and rubs it slowly.
She clearly feels, for some reason, that Jeritza is worth all of this trouble. Even torture. He doesn't understand it, but... He thinks she might be worth it too.
His touch was so tender it was difficult to think that those same hands had inflicted the wounds that brought her here to begin with. Nina nodded shallowly, careful not to dislodge or disturb him with the motion, cuddling as close as she could and easily falling back to sleep with him nestled in beside her.
can wrap soon ithinks
She clearly feels, for some reason, that Jeritza is worth all of this trouble. Even torture. He doesn't understand it, but... He thinks she might be worth it too.
"I will be here."
yuh we can end here